Monday, January 30, 2012

Truly Letting Go

I had a final epiphany this week. I have been struggling with/through something for the last few months, and I came to the realization that I want to have people in my life that want me in their life. I deserve to have people who show me that they care, who show me they want me to be in their life. I want people who truly know me, instead of thinking they know who I am. I don't like when people make assumptions about know what happens when you assume...This week I finally let go. Let me tell you, it has been a difficult road.

If there is someone/something in your life that has been a good thing, it can be almost impossible to truly let go until you get to that point for yourself when you understand that you aren't being true to yourself, to who you are trying to become, to your future. It makes me sad to have to be done with this part of my life, but it wasn't making me happy, I was trying to fix something that apparently wasn't worth mending, and I came to the realization that I deserved more.

I even have a reminder on my mirror :)

I have done all I can do. Now I get to move on. Truly letting go is liberating.

Quick shout out to my friends and family who have been a huge support through the last few months! THANK YOU!!


Megan said...

Kristen. I don't know what's been going on and I'm sorry I haven't been able to be there for you, but I'm grateful that you can move past it. I hope you make it through this transition smoothly.

Kris10 said...

Don't you worry about it, Megan. I haven't really let a lot of people know about it, and I am glad that I didn't let it show that much :). Thanks so much!

Mara Hinton said...

AMEN to everything you said!!! You deserve everything you ever want times ten! I love you, friend, and I hope things keep looking up.